Heyy there,

Sorry for the previous post.. It just thoughts that been running all over the place.. But after re-read all the this I wrote on that post, I guess its kinda one-sided perspective.

It felt kinda selfish, to only think that what will happen towards me ,the things that will affect me or otherwise; Instead of thinking of the other party(-ies) really looking for. Guess that I should learn how to see the bigger picture, instead of keep looking at myself only. Sigh.. selfish me.. :-/

Why this thought came to me? I have no idea.. Its just that sometimes we should see a bigger picture in every situation, not just in our perspectives but others as well.
Still on the learning process I guess

What else should I blog about?? hmm...
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I guess that I leave it to God and see how it goes
On a slow progress, one step at a time or is it?
But I still blame my stubborness, or is it called perseverance/hope? I dunno.
Keep holding on until the answer is clear enough..
Nahh.. Got nothing to blog about already.. hmm

Heyy people.. (i wonder who still ever dropping by again)

"Whoa finally you blogging again"..
Yea.. I finally decided to blog again.. after 3-4mths of hiatus; more like gone missing.. heh

hmm.. how am i doin? so far its ok la.. bearable but sigh...

The year started with a lil surprises.. just a lil.. but i would say its scary ones.. because of its uncertainty and i blame my stubborness of not wanting to let things go. Been clinging on  the thing that I thought would be a dear for me. Sigh..

Why is it so hard to get unto the solution? Why I felt hesitated? Why is the nervousness (as i would think it is) inside of me? Why oh why..
There are so many questions poped inside but is it goin as you thought had been or is it goin according to God's plan? What would happen when its not meant to be happen?

Maybe its just the beginning of something anew? hmm possible.. But I would not count on it totally, as there a probability of the opposite. Would it be possible that it is myself that take this thing on my own way; the way I presumed myself that it's goin according to feelings? I wouldn't wanna know..  

Guess thats the catch of it.

However, i guess its not really these question I feared the most, it is the hurting one side of the party or maybe losing both parties altogether or maybe the table turn sides. Yep.. guess thats would be the worst case scenario.. I've sorta been through that.. But that just a brief period, doesn't leave much mark on me.. But I think this would leave one as well... 

Caught on the crossroads at times.. Where to go its up to the one whom made the choices and yet the consequences are far apart from each other.
Why is it so difficult to like someone eh?
But owh well, guess it takes one step at a time. Baby steps i would say.. Small steps at a time. It takes time I would presume. But most of all, I think its better let HIM handle it.. He can do far far better than most of us can.

(anyway, its ok that this post sounds gibberish,  because I just wanted an output)

I dunno when will be the next post.. so yea.. guess thats for all now.

Hmm its 18th of September already eh.. tats kinda fast or maybe slow

Y is this post? LOL trying to thick skin a lil to say that I have one step ahead to old age.. hahaha

What so special about 18th sept? hmm let us see (source Wikipedia)

1. Lance Armstrong shares same birthday with me (18 Sept) LOL
   
   Thats him (alot of people doesnt knew who this was)
   Dubbed 7 times champ in Tour De France in a row
   
2. Sol Campbell also on 18th
   
   Porthmouth captain (tats wad my source tells)
   
3. Its Chile national day
   
   
4. Accordign to wiki, Jimi hendrix died on this date
   
   *its all in the source*

I guess thats all on this post *grin*

Hey peeps,

I dunno people still drop by here anymore.. Not been updating for a super long time

Cause:
Laziness
Procrastination
and some planning to do..

I really thank God on how he made way to doubt my doubts on the Carnival on Sat. Because doubts been playing in my mind that i might screw everything up. And really scared that everything wouldn't turn up right and having weak responses from people..

Yes.. Im kinda fragile person.. not that im girl.. but just that sometimes anxiety kicks in from a certain level.. Guess thats one of my weaknesses.. sigh

But yeah, I really satisfied everythings turns up right and and goes well.. I really can see how God made me doubt my doubts and being optimistic.. Eventhough been stressful moments planning about it..

Guess that if things goes easy and smooth, then it wouldn't be God's work, eh?

Other stuff... hmm
Started my degree.. yes.. 1st year.. All grown up *pats self in the back* hahaha.. My holidays are finally over.. im kinda glad about it..
Dying of boredom..

The rest.. letmme see, dont think have any much update though.. still the same ol' me *grin*

got nothing to post about already.. update next time

Been feeling drained out this past few days.. Feeling dry spiritually.. and complaining why this, why that, all those nonsense..

Sometimes I just want to give up.. But heck, who like a quitter..

However, I thanks God how he fills me once again. Guess that I just needed it alot. Thx to the prayer as well (i guess u know who you are) last Sunday.. It came in the right time..

Then later went for PassionKL, it was awesome, felt the Holy Spirit throughout the conference. Chris Tomlin was good.
Louie Giglio shared how God is willing to accept us no matter how screwed up we were. And willing to surrender to God and made Him famous in my generation.

I thank God on His timing that I found refreshing and strength

 
Healer- Planetshakers/Hillsong

Been stuck on this song like for some time. Powerful message

 
Indescribable- Chris Tomlin

I guess thats all for now

I wonder whether people still drop by.. after so long didnt update it.. more than a month!!

haha.. Been bumming here and there coz I got nothing to do. Why? I just finished my Foundation course and I have to wait for my Degree intake, so 3 months holidays.. But now, only left 3 weeks to waste.

Nothing new about me lately, just that got some stuff to do and games, games, games.. sigh (lifeless fella), Computer games is a sport ok

I interested on games that has near realistic environment and intelligence AI bots (non playable characters), which some of it are....

The all famous Tom Clancy's Rainbow Six Vegas.

And that how the game looks like while you playing. Seriously

And another is..

F.E.A.R, some kinda horror shooting game

That how it looks like in-game

But there are more game been playing lately, but more later..

hmm, wad else I done on my "summer" hols?..went down to Singapore, after more than 10 yrs never been there.. (sounds pathetic)

Random shots:

And more food pics:

Singapore Prawn Mee


Go all the way down there eat this.. HAHAHA..
Roast chicken+ Steamed Chicken+ Roast pork+ 'siew yok' in one dish.


Wild Strawberries and Tropical Mango waffle from Gelare


Katong Laksa with otak-otak, its different than ours here (its not curry laksa)


Beef Goulash from Marche (i found out we have one outlet here at The Curve, but this at Singapore)


Swiss Rosti with sour cream and Garlic Sausages (hand-made). same place.


The last 2 food pic is from here. At Vivocity.

Guess thats all for now. Dunno when will be the next update

Holidays never been so boring.. sigh..

well, i tried two of this test...

Guess im a nerd after all, but in small doses, is good thing right?
*grin*

another test is this,

Well, this is the personality test, refer to Myer-Briggs research.
Im an introvert hahaha, the rest, guess u have to find it out urself

sigh i got nothing to blog about..

Goin to Singapore for few days soon. *woot*
Dotn think got anymore things to post about already..

Yea.. Fuel prices are up.. Which bugged me the most..
You can't cater everyone by raising fuel.. It burdens the people MORE!!! Im from a medium-income family plus a student.. You tell me how to survive..

(chinese accent)
'Haihya, Use public transport lor...'
First thing 1st, I find that Malaysia public transportation need to be revamped, it is unreliable and takes more time that you drive a car. You tell me how to be productive like this.. It doesn't covered every location
This includes RapidKL, STAR, PUTRA and KTM.. You can see many news on complaints and rants from the public about all these things, and all goes unto deaf ears!
Dont want to compared to Singapore, coz our country is bigger.
How about Britain. Follow their example.

'Where can compare like that.. Their country more developed and more money'
I tell you this.. We can build stadiums and able to buy rockets why not this simple stuffs. These are necessties, we use it everyday!!

'Then use Hybrid Cars lo.. they safe fuel ma'
You tell me, which car is using Hybrid Technology in the market here, besides Honda Civic Hybrid, and its not cheap! It cost around RM150k for a unit. You think people from low and medium incomed would afford it? Even high-income society would prefer a high performance car with that price. Seriously, Hybrid Cars are not cheap because the technology is different.

'Haihyo, you complain alot la.. then use smaller car lo.. save fuel'
Yea, smaller cars are an advantage to save fuel, but compared to practicality? For me, besides college, I got other responsibilities that sometimes/most of the time small compact car contradicts the practicality wise. This wont be refers to most people, but people do own decent sized cars for the sake of practicality. Bigger car means bigger engines!

'Then use alternative fuel lo.. like biodiesel or NGV'
Firstly, how many petrol stations you see got NGV? isnt it most of the time full with taxi drivers. NGV saves cost but it slows down the performance or the car.

Secondly, alternative fuel.. Yes I agree here does have alternative fuels, we have biodiesel using oil palm. BUT everytime we see are only on labs, where researchers only shows the ability to process biodiesel then it stays stangnant there, never heard of any improvement out of it.

Overseas are in the plan of implementing biodiesel as the replacement of fuel. Biodiesel from processed used oil deep-fried fries and put it unto an unmodified diesel car it works.

The Picture shows biodiesel (left) from used vegetable oil (right)

We got so many fast food franchises, why not we use it to its fullest?
This can be implemented in a short period of time IF the Government willling invest into it

Alternative fuel have many options, hidrogen? Using water through electrolysis. Ethanol? Corn or any starch.

ps:This post is based on my opinion and suggestion.

Been bogged down with loads of assignment lately.. Argh.. sick of doing it especially the ones with presentations.. Guess I've got no choice but do it.. SIGH.... Its like so many stuff to do in a short term and yet all of them are almost similiar..

Guess thats how the real working world are.. (DEAL WITH IT KENNY!!!)

'God wont allow things that you cannot handle; so dont stressed out',
i dunno where i got this quote from (guess is in tv or something) but it sound encouraging to me

Hillsong United Live coming!! didnt go the last time.. coz of SPM...  

Cant wait!! XD 

Can't believe I am doing this.. Got tagged.. now I know how it goes..
Here's my tag:

What is the most important thing in your life?
God.

Do you smoke?
No and I wont

What is the latest gadget that you own?
Can't recall though..

Who did you mostly text yesterday?
Yesterday.. erm nobody

What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
HILLSONG UNITED LIVE TICKET!!!!! *woot*

Where do you wish to get married?
If I can find the 'who' first then only see where

How many kids do you want?
Not sure.

Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Can't recall.

Name the lastest book that you bought.
Simarillion- J.R.R Tolkien

What is your full name?
Kenny Ng Cheng Yong

Do you prefer your mother or father?
Both?

Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
Dont have one...

Do you do your own laundry?
Nope.. dump into washing machine counted?

The most exciting place you want to go?
The peak of Everest and the Himalayans... Die there also ok wad.. :P

Hugs or kisses?
Both would be nice.

Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
-she loves God,
-she hit ppl quite hard at times (sry )
-she super hyper,
-Loves singing
-can be quite manja at times (u can kill me after u read this -.-)


Things I am passionate about
-God,
-my spiritual growth
-my ministry in church,
-food?

Things I say too often
-icic (i see..)
-owh
-anything ends with la

Books I've read recently
no tiem to read books

Songs I could listen to over and over again
Keep Singing by MercyMe
A million miles away by MercyMe
The Older I get by Skillet

Things I learned last year
-Friends are there to help and develop especially in the same faith
-Blessed to be a blessing to others
Peeps I wanna tag
-Lee En
-Eric
-Anyone who drop by