Heya, just finished my revision on Malaysian Studies (sounded like a nerd) and find myself stone infront of the pc... so decided to blog..

Well, did some "soul-searching" in myself these past few days.. I realised how impatient I was when comes to certain things especially time!!(guess thats my weakness that God showed me in me) Im trying my best to build up these weakness into stepping stone.. But its hard... :(

Having mixed feelings.. IM NOT EMOING... Just that sometimes I feel that Im not practice on what I preached.. Feeling a hypocrite at times.. But its a very minor thing.. but I felt its kinda important too.

But is this feelings are real or merely psychological, I dont know.. These stuffs comes by like flipping switch... On, Off, On, Off, On, Off... Its not mood swing either..

Guess that this is just one of the moments that makes you feel something inwardly.. Plus with so many stuffs college stuffs goin on.. Assignments, tests and tutorials.. Well, it dont help much in adding or relieving either..

É possível como a alguém mais velho do que mim? Tendo um esmagamento ultimamente.....

No its not gibberish.. and not from any song either..

But oh well, Im fine ok, nothing to be worried about.. not emo bout anything nor other stuff been goin on.. Only that wanna let this thought out here

Guess thats all for now..